giving you benefit of the doubt.


i'm disappointed you feel that way. it's easier said than done. i'm sure IF you were in our position, you'll find it challenging as well. it's not like we didn't try, and didn't fight for what we think is right. but sometimes, things just don't go your way. you understand, don't you? i'm sure you have encountered moments in your life when someone shuts you down. waste all the efforts you have put in. gone down the drain. you ppl fail to realise that behind everything, we have your best interests at heart. even if you don't like the way, we portray ourselves. don't judge a book by it's cover, rmbr? sacrificed our dignity, self-respect, time and effort behind your backs. but do you care?
i shan't accuse you. answer that yourselves.

we've been in your shoes before. we felt the way you guys feel before. been there and done that. we've swallowed more salt than yall. what you said make me look back upon my actions. i've reasoned myself through. there's a first time for everything. first time to get demoralised, first time to get encourage, first time to love, first time to hate. i have put myself in your shoes. now, it's your turn to put yourself in ours.

yes, we make mistakes. but there will come a time when you cannot afford to make mistakes. there will come a time when your mistakes will affect others. there will come a time when mistakes are no longer mistakes, they're crimes. there will come a time, when you can't turn around and say 'i've done my time for that mistake'. when certain situation comes along, mistakes cannot be forgiven nor can it be fixed. when you're in our position, or if you want to be, you cannot get away with the smallest mistake. you just cannot anticipate what is gonna happen. therefore, we take mistakes very seriously.

respect. cannot be defined specifically what it is nor how to show it. but i would like to noe, what it means to you personally. self-respect. there's a saying 'in order to respect others, learn to respect yourself'. from wad i'm seeing, you're not giving yourself a chance. prove me wrong. i admit, i'm still on the road of mastering my self-respect. however, i've been nurtured and broght up to beleive in cedar, than respect for others is much much more important. i practically live by the quote 'others before self' in all aspects. it's not abt being humble, it's abt courtesy. it's basic courtesy to respect one's effort. i respect ppl most when i've seen they made the effort, as i do in all of you. you are like this close to losing any respect i have for you. it's the first time i've felt like this about anyone. never once. never once, have i doubted whether someone deserves the respect or not. omg. i can't belive how self-centered you sound. EVERY HUMAN BEING deserves respect. therefore, i'm giving you the last bit of respect i have for you, in hope that you will change. i shall not mark you down. mayb it's different here cos you are made to show your respect for the authority. i dunno, mayb i've lived too long with a high level of respect for anybody to realise that this might be too difficult to some.

i pity the way you treat yourself. you protray yourself as someone who can't think. can't think for sensibly and reasonably. look back on your words. reason yourself through. i'm giving you benefit of the doubt dat you haven't gone through our trials and tribulations. THINK man, THINK! mayb then you'll see the light. mayb then you'll get why things happen. last time...

THINK!!!


oh yes... i do not appreciate ppl who i do not noe personally linking me. sorry, but i feel uncomfortable. i mean, links are for friends. but if i don't even know you personally. if this carried on... i might have to restrct access to my blog. hope you RESPECT my privacy, as i would do for you. thanks.