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Friday, November 24, 2006, 8:50 AM
first things first. I'M OFFICIALLY GROUNDED. infront of buona vista mrt. infront of tens and tens of ppl. she shouted at me saying that i dunno how to prioritise friends, school and family. therefore, grounding me until next year, would be a great lesson to show the importance of being at home. what's the point? the only thing the family needs me for is to wash plates and do the laundry. doink! haiz... gdbye to all the hopes of having fun during the holidays. gdbye to sentosa. gdbye to chalets. gdbye everyone, i'm retreating to a month of darkness and gloom.
ok. then i went to the hospital to visit my brother. not like if i was sick he would visit me liddat. i hate my mom and her favouritism. gong them. then aniwaes. watched series of unfortunate events on the dvd thinggy. then i go eat dinner with my mom. alone. ok. be prepared for the most unenjoyable dinner ever.
so we were sitting at the kopitiam. and there was silence. like complete silence. and plus, it was at night. so the silence was damn obvious. it was quite peaceful until she opened her mouth...
she: gimme some ice jelly.
(so i gave her some)
she: so how was the competition yesterday?
me: wad competetion? (i was testing her btw)
she: the competetion yesterday la. whatever it was. how was it? (SEE?! she doesn't even know)
me: ohkay la.
she: wad you get?
me: one gold, two bronze.
she: wahh so little ahh. why bronze ah?
me: *i kept quiet and counted to twenty. cos counting to ten was not enuf.
WAH PIANG! doink. she's the most clueless woman in the whole solar system.
aniwaes. after that i went to the playgrd to go play the swing. it was at night. so i think i looked like a ghost. only in blue.
then i swing and swing and swing. thinking and thinking and thinking. then i started to laugh. at how ridiculous my family is. after all the scoldings today, i can still afford to laugh. i mean, ridiculous: we're trying to act like a happy family of six. when we're only a happy family of five. i'm like sort of detached. i think the ties with my family is seriously severed. even if i walk with them in public, i stand like 10 steps away. HAHA. isn't that ridiculous.
ohk. back to more important topics. as i was swinging. i remembered AAR sirs and i swing and swing and smile and smile. until i lost my balance on the swing and my butt hit the ground. then the swing seat hit my head. and now i have head aches. hmpft. hope tmr. when you guys go you can see them, the y'all must tell me kaes?
surviving on my own. a sanctuary would help. but too bad, they don't sell it in supermarkets...